Tuesday, March 23, 2010

I get all up . . .


I do not know why this is, but I get all up in the energy and emotions at times about things I can not control . . . it is crazy, and to kick the cow on the way out, things I can control and are my responsibility, i some how allow myself the freedom of not dealing with that issue. Odd, I know, and perplexing at times. It is the old splinter, log in the eye story from the Gospels . . . Why is it that we can see someone else's fault and want to point them out the first moment we can, and we are so long suffering with our own foolishness . . . This is a bummer as I think about the things in my day. Look at it this way, I would like to think that that I am other minded, but all you have to do is drive with me for about five minutes to find out that I do think the world revolves around me. I hate being so selfish, but I am just so dang good at it . . . Have you ever been here? What do you do to combat this feeling? I need a little input . . . peace

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

100 days of my 365


almost day 100 photo
Originally uploaded by SoullooN

the first 100 days are now in the books. And I am almost 30 lbs less than I once was. I am at the door step of breaking 300 lbs. I can not wait. Taking a step each and every day in order to reach this goal. It has been over two years since I was under 300. I am tired and would love a hug today. However, I am doing well. Ran for the first time on the outdoor track with my boys last night. It was great. Weights and Eliptical right after school, then off to church - to learn about the Kingdom of Heaven . . . I have so much to learn. have a blessed day. Peace

Friday, March 5, 2010

fun . . .


Outtake
Originally uploaded by squeakypeach4

Bring on spring . . . I loved this wonderful photo . . . Peace

Monday, March 1, 2010

I need you . . .


send your love
Originally uploaded by milkysoldier

Believe it or not, i find life when i engage people . . . this photo is how I feel most of the time . . . Peace