my mind now . . .

Okay, so I have not posted in some time . . . for that I feel kinda bad, I love to post, I love to think, I love to write, I love to contemplate, I love to ruminate, I love to capitulate, I love to resonate, I love so many things that involve thought and interaction with self as well as with others, and when I do not do what I love, I kinda feel bad about it, because I love it so much . . .

So here is the deal, again with much self improvement going on . . . So money has been a problem in my life much of my life,  not that I do not have enough, or that I want something out there that I can not have . . . but controlling the money I have, and using it or making it do what I want it to do . . . it comes down to self discipline . . . and decisions.  I do not like to tell me no . . . but often no is the best thing to say.  I am not a spend-o-halic or nothing . . . just not disciplined.  Diana and I are learning as we take this Financial Peace University class taught by Dave Ramsey.  He is not perfect, nor am I, but he does have some great ideas on how to make money behave . . .

I want to read more this year, and for that to happen, I must hit the off button on the remote, and pick up the book.  I have books, I have the chair, I have the light, and I really do have the time . . . again back to the idea of discipline, or self discipline.  Now mind you I love to read, and I enjoy the experience in my head as the characters are developed in my mind . . . it is so enjoyable, but I let the TV rule me at times . . . "boo on that", I say.  To the book I go and off on the trial I trod . . .

Big boy is not what I want my legacy to be, nor do I want the up charge for the larger box at the end of the story . . . nor do I want to hasten the end of said story . . .  I am working out again at the gym which is wonderful . . . now back to that self discipline thing,  Eat Less, move more . . . is a motto I must repeat . . .
Well there you go, Tim in a moment for the moment . . . I miss blogging, and I will return and share with you the story that is me . . . peace